`Rawr.

Monday, June 30, 2008

9:11 PM

very long nvr blog le.
lost that momentum to do so.

hais.
anyway,
im feeling so,
?????????????????????
unexplainable.
like what mrs lim says,
english is fun, cause we can make up my own words.
my words coming out now is so, marblish.
im feeling all gibberish.
aaaaaaaaargh.

what can i do?
i dont want that song.
im in a state of denial.
i dont want you to be gone
you are not getting in my way,
i will still cry.
please dont go, i love you.

Friday, June 27, 2008

6:04 PM

仿佛想你一分钟
你还陪在我左右
还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空
却模糊了我们的脸孔
很多的歌到底是什么内容
仿佛已经自由
下一个我变成风
吹过你的脸孔差点失控
回忆在愿里遗留的恨说
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我多
觉得心言不由衷
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实的过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些人都
能记得多久
仿佛已经自由
下一个我变成风
吹过你的脸孔差点失控
回忆在愿里遗留的恨说
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我多
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实的过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些人都
能记得多久
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实的过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些人都
能记得多久

listened to this song on yuki's mp3
didnt know that i also have it in my com.
:x

5:34 PM

alright ppl.
i think i lost like 9823894578375 calories today.
wahahhahahahahhahas.
im exaggerating =.="

cause mr prem say can leave.
den we left.
walk a super long way,
cross the over head bridge.
den waited for bus damn long,
but no bus.

den nic called,
ask us go back for lesson.
=.=
so have to walk all the way back.
my face was red due to the exhaustion lah!!!!
rahhhhhh.
anyway, we still walk back, with amelia and friends. :)
hahahhahahaas,

so go for lesson awhile den bus to orchard!
bought 2 bikinis. hohohohohohohohohoho!!!
bleaghs.
love themmmm lah.

den home lo.
super duper late liao!
cause i insisted on blogging first before meeting them,
den now i think anna going to kill me le. :x

gtg,
cant blog liao.
will blog next time! :D

Thursday, June 26, 2008

6:05 PM

omg.
change of sitting arrangement :((
rahhhhhhh. but sitting with haziyah not bad not bad :)
but I WANT MY FRONT SEATS LAHH! >.<

school is okay~~
im into drawing agn =.=
wahahahhas, can draw something within mins.
yayyyy!
great achievement.
and they were deciphering my drawings.
:x bleaghs.
not gna tell you what they mean!!! ^^

idiot brother wna use com.
grrrrh, i gtg offline.
and cant blog much :(
NOT FAIR LAH.

i will try to use at night.
wahahhahas. =/
if that's possible.

anyway,
jh, i aint scolding you last night,
just that i know what she might be feeling.
and yah, i said it out.
c'mon man, why would i scold you!
waaaaahahhahas.
you are MR NICE GUY.
but not as nice as him. :x
he's still da best!!
dont get jealous you know.
bleaghs.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

10:50 PM

:((
i want a BRAIN WASH.
screw those memories.

10:15 PM

we can be treated like princess by other guys,
but we only want the guys that treats us like trash.

10:07 PM

ive edited my posts.
yeah, so you guys were lucky/suay to see it.
anyway,
im just utterly speechless.

cut those crap.

totally agree with what sy say.
plenty of guys want us,
yet we only want the only one,
that left us.
there's no logic at all.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

8:17 PM

let the picture do the talking.

7:10 PM

school sucks today.
no particular reasons.
im just being temperamental.
=.=

LAST NIGHT'S SLEEP WAS GREAT.
IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SLEPT SO SOUNDLY.
{if you believe it , that is }

alright,
no more last night....
slept during free period today.
im so bloody tired that i hardly move an inch during my slp in sch.
end up, my legs and arms were numb. =.=
yes, im freaking exhausted by sleepless nights. :x
eh wait, im suppose to be sleeping soundly last night.
so yah, it's due to PLAIN LAZINESS that i slp in class today. =/
i hardly do so, but im just so tired.
cant be explained actually.

oh wells,
pulled my eyelids open by pulling up my eyelashes. =.=
mr fam saw me doing it! and he laughed.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh.
my eyelids are bloody heavy.
they weigh 99928374589375948 tons you know!

anyway,
mrs selva teach us history today!
keep messing up history and ss.
sorry, im kinda blur at this moment.
but she teaches pretty well.
she dun even need a txtbook!
and she tells us the content like a story.
love her teachings!!!

and yah,
rushed home for tuition.
skipped chem lesson with JIMMY LIM.
suppose that im lucky bah,
cause tuition starts at 4 while lesson with him ends at 430.
so, have to go tuition....

actually, nothing much lah.
recess ate pretty much.
no appetite for dinner ltr.
somehow, whenever it's night time,
emotions takes complete control,
of both my mind and body.

well,
i could rmb every single detail,
like a storybook i read everynight before i sleep.
i could even see it playing on repeat,
just like my favourite tv show.

Monday, June 23, 2008

9:16 PM

" mummy, what are those water coming out of my eyes called?"
"why everytime they flow out, my heart feels punched? "
"mummy, why am i feeling so bad, im queasy all around~"
"mummy, what's happening to me?"

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
hugging my com and not letting it go.
i turn cranky when my bro wna use the com today.
i dunoo why,
normally i just let him use,
but today im so, aargh. =.=
angry with myself.

no freaking appetite,
last meal i took was during recess.
hais.
im fine people,
dun worry :)

8:30 PM

speechless.

7:09 PM

你不爱我了
我想我懂了
后来的沉默何时解脱
不知道是对是错
明明很爱你又不快乐
算了吧就放开手让你自由
也让我自由
两个人在一起
是那么靠近
拥抱着却隔着最远的距离
你还在我心里
怎么可以
我却成为你的过去
两个人在一起
解不开问题
走下去却看见寂寞的表情
是你太爱自己
我的眼睛全都是
都是你背影...
无奈的沉默何时解脱

:((

5:59 PM

first day of school.
greeted with 3 messages, from 3 diff ppl.
LONG ones.

=.=
and 1 of it was rather "out of the blue"
so i replied.
and get to know something i wont wish to share here.
i dun feel good about it,
im very sure about that.

and didnt reply the rest,
hp bill burst like crazy,
cant sms anymore.
sorry.

so first day was crap.
go school, spot check
den had 2 lessons only.
the rest all free period. =.=
wth lah...

finished all my stuffs
den i took a nap!!!!
nearly drooled. :x

den home lo.
:[[

Sunday, June 22, 2008

1:24 PM

shimin's bday party :))

yayy~
been a long time since i see them.
hahahhahas.
at first go there duno do what lo
den after awhile jiu okok le.
hees ^^
there fun lah!!!!
although alot of ppl.

and,
i was in PINK.
HOT STRIKING PINK.
gosh, a colour that i'll nvr wear.
but like what she says.
we all have our first times.
but, as usual,
i hid it behind my jacket. >.<
bleaghs,
i cant face the world.

anyway,
the dice game was quite fun and interesting!
scary too, cause have to drink.
we drank wine and vodka,
but no beer for me, they taste,
EEW. sorry for all beer lovers.
wahahahhahahas

her aunty damn joker lo.
the food there are nice,
and shimin's birthday cake is PRETTY lahh.
princess ehhh :DD

played till quite late den uncle send sy and me home :)/:(
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
it felt so wrong. :(
kjlahsfufuocjdhbfcuoeyhrf;oeuihf
ujehrfouehgfcjdefoduhfue
8237598475640678457658
$^#%&^%*&(*)(*()O%^$$%

i feel so, aargh.
speechless.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

7:30 PM

short hair.

nahh, i will never ever ever ever,

hahas. =x

i still have it long. :D

closer view?

okok, i look like some

12-13 girl right?

i know it.

peekaboo!

heheheeeees.

im living with this :((

i look so,

distorted =.=

bye bye people.

enough of my humiliating pictures.

=/ hahas.

jy!

i upload liao lahh.

dun keep saying i nvr upload pics kayy?

i know you are so gna laugh at my hair.

grrrrr :(

7:28 PM

pictures on kl trip will be posted
when i have the time.
hees. :D

Saturday, June 14, 2008

12:49 AM

第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏著
还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得
只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的
错了就错了
不用担心我
我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的有你牵著我的那些日子
真的好快乐

..我..走..了..

:(
dun feel like posting.
very tired.
till then.

Friday, June 13, 2008

7:25 PM

den woke up at duno what time.
rushed down for breakfast,
but already over. :((
nothing much to eat le lah.
asssss~

den finish eating some miserable food,
we chiong up to pack our bags.
left our bags at jr's room and roamed ard.

meet at around 1
and off with our luggages,
we are abt to leave genting :((

sat with jh this time round.
anyway, we took 1h 30min ++
to get up to genting.
and only ard 30mins to get down.
the fcuking driver sped at 120km/h
and things were swaying like mad inside.
i felt terrible :(

when he stop,
mrs lee and mr ng ranted and hollered at him
and he still dun take this opportunity to repent.
aaargh, the whole bus 19 ppl.
12 children
5 adults
2 other strangers. {adults}

almost everybody rush down to vomit.
=.=
and guess what jh heard,
that driver was rushing for a horse racing game.
wtf. thanks for endangering our lives man.
THANKS.

reach singapore at ard 7 plus.
way before estimated time. =/
baided goodbye and we went on our own ways.

FUN FUN.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

7:10 PM

couldnt wake up in time for breakfast =.=
too tired, so no breakfast for us.
:((
went theme park today.
RM 51

waste money.
i ate 3 ice cream there~
yummy yummy ~~

when ppl cold, im not
when im cold, they're not.
WEIRDO. >.<

played theme park till 1am!!!
but to be exact,
1245.
cause they ended work earlier =.=
wa seh, they winner liao lo.
lols.

anyway, i hurt my leg along the way. :((
thanks to the super cute boy.
that i cant bear to be angry with.

3 guys at our room again!
decided not to slp,
hahas, if not we will be wasting our last night.
anyway, we went out of hotel at 2 plus
to get supper and back to hotel again!
everyone dozed off ant ard 5 plus i think?

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

7:04 PM

tired tired.

woke up late.
thanks jr leonard and jh for banging on our hotel doors.
=.=
they woke us up.
den rush down for breakfast den jiu
on the way to genting le.
sit with ziling again ^^

blink of an eye,
we reach genting le.
settle down and all that.
den too late for theme park,
so ended up also nvr go.

so went shopping!
while the rest go arcade :))
not enough money lahh :((
hahas.

meet them for dinner and all that.
&& played pool.
if im not wrong,
but i didnt really play lahh.
hahahhas.
cause i suck :/

heart to heart talks
with yj jh lk and jr
oh hell, zl and sl cant join :(
aargh.

back to rooms and lights off!
so tired~~

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

6:47 PM

yj came over to ton at my hse last night.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.
cause parents going to bring us to goldenmille
in the MORNING.
woke up at 5 am.
well, cant really say wake up.
cause i didnt sleep =/
yj is a full time qualified pig lahh.
call her wake up only will take my life.
oh god.
hhahahahhaas.

anyway,
sat with ziling on the way. :))
cause yj and i both wna sit inside.
for the sake of "sense of security" =.=
lame hor? but i just like sitting inside lo.
heeeees. =/

the space in the coach is like,
BIG ^^
i can stretch my legs alllllllllll theeeeeeeeee wayyyyyyyy~
superr comfyy. :))

watched movies along the way.
den when zl and i damn seh already,
wna sleep, den we reach yong pheng.
have to alight and eat and do what ever business lah.
sian!!! it's really damn sian lo....
but when we get up the bus,
we straight away zZz liao. :x

ohyahh!
we saw MRS NATHAN.
at singapore custom.
what a small world =.=
but she's extremely pale w/o her
RED LIPSTICK.
she's bringing her parents to melaka to see doc. :))
fillial girl~~

den we slp awhile jiu reach kl ler.
went shopping. :DD
man, i love there lah.
you know what, you know what????
hahahahhas. *blushing*
a mix blood ask for my number yo!
if im not wrong it's nz mix with thai.
oooh, gorgeous guyy ^^
he looks btr real life than pic.
so is that a good thing or bad?!
he showed us his ic photo too....
when he was still fairer.
it's like damn fair lah! hahas.
he shouldnt go malaysia, make him dark dark :((
but if he nvr go there, i also wont see him.
bleaghs.
yj is fcuking jealous. =x

back to hotel to put stuffs den go eat dinner!
bak kut tea~ hate pork.
=.=
den go night market walk walk.
bought some stuffs and back!

genting here we come!!!!

Monday, June 09, 2008

10:07 PM

lols.

long long nvr post liao.
okayy.
feedbacks on my hair??
negative. :((
some positive lahh.
but, since got ppl say i look weird,
jiu straight away negative lo. hahas.
=/
only 1 person said that.
you know who you are.
lols.

anyway,
the day before i cut my hair,
one guy ask for my num =.=
den the day after i cut my hair,
another guy ask for my num.
so how??? whats the conclusion.
lols.

but the guy at nebo is cute lah!!!!
damn crazy. hahas.

7 june 08
after nebo,
went to kpool lo...
waited for so long for the table.
=.=
kns lah.

8 june 08
out with namseng.
woohoo!
fun fun day.
lols. :D
hmm,
went places around marina.
hahas, den we played like hell in toys r' us.
he bullied me :((
keep using things to hit my head lahh.
idiot.
actually pei him go church de.
den the girl that is gna bring him there not free.
so i check out the routes for him.
not bad right... see i so kind :) ahhaaas. :/
overall super fun day lah! ^^

9 june 08
out with namseng again.
this time pei him go cut hair.
lols.
32 mins leis!!!!!!!
i was basically rotting like, =.=
aaaargh.
but it's still not bad lah..
saw his brothers.
hahas, not bad not bad.
im talking crap lah!
and he's shit. :)
wahahhahahas.

anyway,
tml not in sg le. :))
byebye peepo.
dun miss me too much. hees.
due to time constrain,
i will cont blogging and elaborating at night.
hees. ^^

Saturday, June 07, 2008

4:28 PM

i had a haircut people!
HAIRCUT.

wtf, bangs. =.=
i look like a fucking kiddo.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrh.
no more m18.

i look like those small lil girl.
who holds a big lollipop
as she skips her way around.
aargh.

wtf.
anyway, he tricked me into cutting it.
thanks kelvin.
hahas, says it look nice.
c'mon lah, i think i look like shit!
yj says it's nice.
but i still think i look like some freaking kiddo.

aaargh,
i dun wna look like a kid.
:((
im already 16!!!!
not 6 or 10.
but 16. aargh.

now i look like sec1.
wow, great.
maybe i should try some jie di lian.
and no one would realise it.
cause that guy would prolly look older than me.
aaaaaaaaah. wtf am i thinking.
grose.

im off to recuperate with my hair.
aaaaaaaaaah,
slept for 14 hours! thats cooooooooool~
hmmmmm,
took pictures of my hair ytd.
but i cant upload it.
see, my phone and com is so nice.
they dun wna spoil your eyes.
hahahhhahahahas.

sian.
how on earth am i gna take pictures anymore.
live with it zhaojie, live with it.
hair will grow.

im psycho-ing myself.
and non of these is even working.
aaaaaaarh.
i think i will be going out with a cap.
yes. that shall be the whole idea. :)

Monday, June 02, 2008

6:01 PM

WHAT THE FUCK.

AARGHHHHHH.

&^*%^$%*)^(*^&%^%&

I UPLOADED PICTURES INTO THE COM

AND I FORGET TO SAVE.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

MY RECENT PICTURES ARE ALL GONE.

ALL.

GONE. >:[

5:47 PM

very long nvr post le.
not in the mood to, anyway.
aargh. super fcukin stressed.

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE.
yea, happyhappy.
shopppppppppppppinggg.
im so gna clear my cupboard.
it's falling apart. =.=

sales almost everywhere.
nice lahhh ^^v
anyway, did french mani today!
woohoo.

i got like 999483648376453838246783764 things to do.
but i duno what im gna do first.
i blur liao. =.=
i dun even noe what i wna blog abt.
hahas.
me = dumbass

playing games in NEBO is hell fun!
stress releaser :))
esp when you win!!!!
woots. ^^V
twist for victory!

played mahjong last night.
i won toooooo.
weeeeee~
first time in my whole entire life.
i won my family.
:D

im so gna watch sex and the city.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))
rahhh, im bored.
gna upload pictures!

i just step into a pool of quick sand.
the more i struggle, the deeper im falling.
im losing my breath soon.

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